Yet another!

Yeah so I have started yet another story i will probably not finish in the foreseeable future....

The Prince and the Pauper...

Chapter 1
All Haley had ever dreamed of was getting out of her one horse town and to see the world. Her best friends Matt and Sarah we quite content to keep telling her it would never happen, and her mother already had her married off to James the star quarterback of the high school football team which was even more of an unrealistic dream. The last time Haley ever had a date was in the third grade. His name was Jake and it last two weeks. Sadly he moved to Minnesota, but Haley knew the relationship would have never lasted anyway. Jake was just the first guy to leave Haley. When she was thirteen her father left and moved to New York City. He said he missed the city lights too much. It was pretty much a lie. He had never been to the city, but his girlfriend on the other hand was born there. Tired of living in the small town where everyone knew her business, Haley started making plans to get out. When she turned fifteen she got the job as the one and only person at the information center right off the highway. The last three years she had to help only two people who were looking for the nearest gas station and one person who was completely lost. It was the most boring job, but it paid and gave her time to work on a way out. She put all her money in the bank, she didn’t spend a dime. All the lonely hours had also given her time to do school work getting her a 4.0 and valedictorian of her high school class. She hoped that would be enough to get her a scholarship at a college outside of the state. She knew her mother would be upset that she was leaving. Her mom would see it as the same thing her father did, but all Haley knew was that she had to get out. Little did she know, the events during her last week of school would not only help her get out, but would change her life forever.
Thursday morning started out like any other day in Cyprus Falls. Haley thought. Just as boring as ever. Walking to school, it was so quiet she swore she could hear a pin drop. Matt and Sarah met her as she passed their house. Arguing as usual, she interrupted them. “Hey either of you gotta a pin?” “Huh” they replied simultaneously. “Well, I think I can hear one drop. I want to try it out.” “What are you talking about?” the replied in unison. “Sometimes I forget you guys are twins and then you go and do that.” “ha ha Really?” they asked doing it again. “Oops, sorry!” Looking at each other, Sarah spoke first. “We are stopping now.” “Right” replied Matt. “I’ll believe it when it happens” Haley replied “no wonder they put you in different classes in school.” They arrived at school just in time for the bell to ring. “Well, I guess I will see you guys in class.” Haley said as she walked toward her homeroom. When she walked into her homeroom, Mrs. Fenton handed her an envelope. “What is this?” “Well” Mrs. Fenton said “it appears to be from a college. They must have mailed it here instead.” “Oh ok thanks.” Taking the envelope and finding her seat, Haley wondered what was inside. This envelope was only the first thing that would change Haley’s life.
Haley sat at her desk and stared at the letter all through homeroom, and her first two periods. Good thing her finals were already over. What could be inside? Oh I don’t know if I can open this. Slowly she ripped open the envelope. She closed her eyes and prayed for a second. Please let this be a good letter and not a bad one. Finally bringing her eyes to the page, she read the letter.
Dear Miss Haley Stewart,
We are pleased to offer you the Jekenson Scholarship. This entitles you to a free college education at California State University of Los Angeles. This includes tuition but excludes room and board. We look forward to hearing from you, and your acceptance of this scholarship. Please give me a call to confirm, and to work out the other details.
Sincerely,
Mrs. Steely
Office of Admissions
California State University, Los Angeles
1-824-555-3212

“Oh My God!! Yes!!!!” she jumped up and shouted. Suddenly remembering where she was she looked around and saw the entire class and her teacher were staring at her. “Sorry, I just got some really great news.” She sat back down and thought it is finally happening. I am going to be able to get out of this town. Not just out of this town but to Los Angeles, California. Then the bad news sunk in. I have to tell Matt and Sarah, and my mother. Oh geeze! This great news somehow turned into depressing news. Haley floated through her next two periods, and finally came back to reality when it was time for lunch. Grabbing two slices of pizza, she headed towards Sarah and Matt who were waving like crazy as if she couldn’t find them in the tiny cafeteria. Sitting at the table, she picked up a piece of pizza biting into so she wouldn’t have to be the first to speak. “Why do we have to be here for the last week of classes?” asked Sarah. “I know we are already accepted into college. Why waste our time?” agreed Matt. “Um. Speaking of college, I got the Jekenson scholarship.” “The what?” they asked. “It is full tuition at the Cal State in Los Angeles.” “You can’t go” Sarah said. “Think of your mother and everyone here. Plus we are supposed to go to state together.” “What? Why are you being unsupportive all of a sudden? You helped me fill out the application” said Haley. “I never thought you were going to get it” said Sarah. “Go” said Matt, stopping the argument. “What!” Sarah and Haley said at the same time. “You should go. It is your dream and you need to live your own life not one that someone else wants for you” he said. “Thanks Matt” Haley said as she hugged him. The bell rang and they all started to head to their different classes. “I’ll talk to you guys later. I have to work but you guys can come and hangout for a while.”
After school was over, Haley headed out to the info station by the highway. All of the other students in her class had used the money from their jobs to get cars. Haley felt sorry for them because they missed the natural beauty of the town as they walked by. As beautiful as Cyprus falls is, there are so many other beautiful places in the world she wants to see. Setting down her backpack, she took her seat behind the counter. Pulling out her laptop she set out to look at California State University of Los Angeles website again. The hours dragged on and on. Finally exhaustion overtook Haley and she fell asleep in front of her computer.
Chapter 2
Crap I am so lost he thought. Why did I ever decide to drive there? He decided to take the next exit because he saw a sign for an information center. Seeing it right off the exit, he pulled into the parking lot and got out of the car. When he walked inside he saw a desk but didn’t see anyone there. Crap he thought I could use some help. As he got closer to the desk he noticed the girl sleeping. She looked so peaceful he didn’t want to wake her. “Excuse me” he said. “Excuse me.” Finally she awoke, and he was able to appreciate her beauty. “Can I help you?” she asked. Pushing a strand of her honey brown hair behind her ear, she stared him down with her gorgeous green eyes. “Can I help you?” she asked again. “Oh uh yeah. I am lost I was wondering if you could help me find out how to get home” he answered. She pulled out the ugliest pair of glasses and then opened her laptop. “Where are you heading?” “I am going to Los Angeles, California. I am not sure of the address yet?” he replied sounded completely stupid. “Really!” she said. “I am starting school out there after summer.” “Cool,” he said “I’m Jake. I am moving to California to live with my Uncle. Maybe we will bump into each other sometime.” “ha ha yeah right,” she replied. “There are so many people there we will probably never see each other.” “Yeah well it would be easier if I knew your name. Will you tell me it?” he asked. “Yeah, I’m Haley, Haley Stewart.” Why does that name sound so familiar he thought? He jumped when he heard a noise. “It is just the printer” Haley said laughing. “Here are your directions. They start from her and end at Hollywood Boulevard. Does that work for you?” “Yes,” he said “Thank you so much. Here’s my number give me a call when you get out to California. We’ll catch up.” Leaving the center, he got in his car and headed back onto the highway. About a half an hour later, he remembered where he knew that name from. He must have gotten off the highway at Cyprus Falls, how funny is it that they only person he talks to is his third grade girlfriend. Too bad he didn’t get her number it would be a funny story to share.
Chapter 3

Haley was still holding the piece of paper with Jake’s number on it when Matt and Sarah walked into the center ten minutes after Jake left. “Hey girly whats up?” Matt asked. “I had a visitor” Haley said. “Who?” Sarah asked. “This guy Jake. He was lost on his way to Los Angeles. I told him I was moving out there for school and he gave me his number and told me to call him when I got there.” “Oh was he yummy looking?” Sarah asked. “Yeah. He has this golden blonde hair and blue eyes” said Haley as she started to drift off into a day dream. “Oh so he was surfer like?” asked Sarah. “No, not really he was more farm boy meets male model” replied Haley. “He was definitely gorgeous though.” “Haley’s not even to Los Angeles and she already has a boyfriend” joked Matt. “You know I only have eyes for you Mattie” laughed Haley. “Eww stop hitting on my brother” said Sarah trying not to burst out laughing. “See now this is what I am going to miss the most. Just joking around with the two of you” said Haley bringing down the happy mood. “Aww why did you have to go and ruin the fun by reminding us” said Sarah. “Well, look on the bright side” said Matt. “Now we have an excuse to spend Spring Break in Los Angeles.” “Yeah and by that time I will know where the best places to hangout are” said Haley.

Hope you enjoy the preview...

Love ya lots,

Tabitha

Alright fine a new post just for you!

A dear friend recently yelled at me for not posting...especially since I am on break... so here it goes...

A Holiday suprise!!!

More Romance!!

This is the rest of what i have written for Addie and Alex. It is still a little ruff so don't hate me or it lol...


Ch. 3

Addison’s head was still thumping. The doctor had done nothing to help. Where did he get his medical license? What kind of doctor doesn’t know what Tylenol is? And where is she? The people here all seem to be delusional. The year was most definitely 2007. What year had that cooy lady said it was? ? Her grandmother hadn’t even been born yet! Why was she in someone’s home instead of a hospital? Why did they keep talking about her falling off of a horse? They all looked at her like she was crazy when she said she was pushed down a black hole. If she ever got her hands on that gorgeous green eyed man Ohh! She was gonna….

The door to the room started to ope. “Speak of the devil” she said. In walked the man, however he appeared somewhat different. He was younger and he didn’t quite look at her the same way. His eyes were still the same wonderful green color, but they now had flecks of gold mixed in them.

“Ahem!” he coughed calling attention to the awkward silence and the fact that she was staring at him.

“You!” she shouted. “What did you do to me? If I wasn’t in too much pain to move I would be strangling you right now!”

“Addison, dear what are you talking about?” Alexander answered starting to believe what the
doctor had said about her not being herself.

“Don’t you Addison dear me! First of all, I don’t even know who you are. Second, you handed me a book and shoved me through a doorway. Where I preceded to fall into a black hole and somehow ended up here in a place full of crazy people who think that it is ,,,,!” Stopping to catch her breath, she looked at him and noticed that he looked utterly confused and worried.

“Addison” he said unsure of how to continue. “I haven’t the slightest idea of what you are speaking of. The doctor said you weren’t feeling well, and were a little confused as to what happened. What is this black hole you speak of? You fell riding your horse.”

“Doctor My Ass! What doctor doesn’t use morphine, or at least ibuprofen! And how many times must I say I haven’t been on a horse since my parent’s death two years?” Addison was becoming agitated that no one seemed to be listening, and always seemed to be talking down to her.

“Addison you are starting to worry me. Doctor Peters is the best doctor in all of Suffolk, and has been your doctor since you were born. Your mother and father aren’t dead. Lord and Lady Worthington are just downstairs. Maybe we should postpone the wedding until you are felling better.”

Almost choking on the air she breathed in, Addison struggled to find the words. “Whoa! Stop and listen buster. I am from the United States of America. How did I get to England? My parents are dead I saw it happen and was at their funeral.” The last thing Alexander had said just sunk in. “Did you just say wedding?”

“Addison we are betrothed. We have been now for two months.” Moving toward the bed, he lifted her left hand. Showing her the ring on her finger, he said “This was my mother’s engagement ring, and her mother, and so on. It has been in my family for centuries.”
Addison stared at her “engagement ring” in utter confusion. “What is going on here?” she wondered aloud.

“Here” lifting a book of the table near the desk, he brought it over to her. “This is your diary. Maybe if you read it you will no longer be confused and be back to your old self.” Handing her the book, he turned to leave. “Feel better sweetheart. I’ll tell your parents to let you rest a while.” With that, he left the room closing the door behind him. Addison looked down at the book in her hands.

“Wait! Come back!” she called at the already closed door. Either he did not hear or chose not to return. Looking at the book, it was the same one he gave her before pushing her into the black hole. However, like him it was somewhat different. She couldn’t quite put her finger on it. Being to awake to sleep, she decided to listen to the man again. Not quite understanding why she kept doing everything he said. Opening the cover of the diary or book whatever it was, she found a note taped to the first page. She unfolded it and began to read.

My Dearest darling Addie,
Please forgive me for pushing you into the darkness. I am not entirely sure what will await us on the other side, or even if this note will survive the journey. I fear that no matter what I write here you will not believe a word of it. I will have to try my best to make you understand. The only words that come to mind are the ones I never got the chance to say to you. I love you…deeply, passionately, and always will until the end of time and beyond. Let me explain what I am sure you do not remember. We were married on the 31st day of June in ????. Before the wedding, I was set against ever falling in love, but from the moment you said I do you captured my heart. I never realized how much I loved you until it was too late. When you died, my world stopped turning. I am not sure how and I am not sure why but we are given a second chance. I have been searching for you...

(There is more inbetween her i just haven't figured it out yet)

My head feared I would never find you again, but my heart never stopped believing.

...

Till next time...
Tabitha

P.S. Satisfied for a while??

Excitement!!!

Hey everyone!

My last final is tonight at 6pm!! You know what this means?? I am able to dedicate my self to writing and reading for fun! Thereby making me a much more enjoyable person to be around! Lol...Tragedy has struck though! I missed a step on the spiral stairs at RMU and twisted my ankle! It really hurts! Hopefully it will be better by saturday night for the christmas party! I mean now that i only get to dance twice a year i can't miss out on one lol!

Love ya lots,
Tabitha

All right don't shoot me here is more!!

All right....here is everything else i have written....i hope to have more soon!

Lord Lucas was standing on the cliffs overlooking the choppy water pound into the rocks below, and wondered why Addison was now lying in a bed inches from death. Life could be so horrid. This morning he had been playing cards with his friends. As soon as his manservant John interrupted, Alexander knew something was very wrong. Worry for his land and tenants had rushed through his mind. When John had said his betrothed had fallen from a horse he never believed it. She was the best horsewoman he had ever met. What if someone was going after her to get to him? He would never forgive himself if anything happened to her because of her.

“Lord Lucas come quick! Lady Addison is awake.” Turning towards his manservant, Alexander asked “How long has she been awake?”

“Only a few moments. I am not even sure the Lady will be awake when we return.”

“Alright John, we may go. I will be going to speak to Henry to make sure that our agreement is still intact.” The two men started walking towards a large house barely visible in the distance.

“Your agreement, My Lord?”

“Yes, my betrothal to his daughter in return for all his land and money upon his death. Our wedding was to be in a fortnight, however; it appears we may have to change the date depending on how well his daughter is recovering.”

“May I speak freely sir?”

“Yes, John what is it?”

“Should you not be calling Lady Worthington by her given name if you are to be married in a fortnight?”

“Aye. If it was a normal betrothal, however; you know that it is not. This marriage is a benefit to both Henry and I.”

“What of the future Lady Lucas?”

“Lady Worthington is looking forward to the match. What lady does not want to be Lady Lucas? Do you not remember the madams all but forcing their daughters at me last season? There is another benefit for me. I know longer have to escort young pups around the dance floor making ridiculous small talk. At least Henry’s daughter is an intelligent Lady.”

“Ah sire you really need to work on referring to her as Lady Addison or even Lady Worthington.”

“There will be plenty of time for that when she is my wife John.”

“Is she everything you want for in a wife?”

“Aye, she is not a great beauty, but is at least lovely. She is smart, well read, musically inclined, and will make a good mother someday.”

“Ah, but where is the passion and love my Lord?”

“The passion will come, and love is for the weak.”

“Love is not for the weak. Your father loved your mother with such a passion. They were two halves of a whole. Do you not want to find that?”

“Aye two halves of a whole such that he could not live a week after she died. I do not want to have to live with the pain of a broken heart.”

“That is no excuse. They were both very old and ill when they died.”

Realizing that he was losing the debate Lord Lucas turned toward the estate, and said “We are here. Go check on the horses. Then come and find me in Lord Worthington’s study. I will inform you then if we are to be staying or returning to the estate at Woodbridge.” The conversation was over and John went to perform his tasks. However, as Lord Lucas entered the house and started in the direction of Henry’s study, he could not help and wonder about the things John had said. Should he show more interest in Addison? Was he missing out on something great by not giving love a chance. Could he come to love Addison? He stopped. Love Addison? Impossible! It would give his enemies an advantage, and would put her in too much danger.

“Ah, Alexander my boy! You are just in time Addison is waking up. It is such a miracle. I was so afraid I was going to lose her.”

“Lord Henry. This is such great news.” He said with more enthusiasm than he actually felt. “Is she up for taking visitors?” Just then a doctor came out of a door farther down the hallway. “Ah Doctor, How is she doing?”

“The lady is recovering very well physically. However, I am not sure about her mental recovery. She seems to have hit her head. When speaking to her, she became very confused and thought that the year was 2007 and that her parents were dead. She is awake but resting. You may go in and see her but please try to keep from upsetting her.”

“Will she be well enough in time for the wedding?”

“It is hard to tell. Physically I believe she will be well by tomorrow, however; mentally it could take anywhere from hours to years maybe never.”Turning toward Lord Worthington he directed the next comments to him. “I will be back tomorrow evening to check on her progress. I suggest she stay in bed until then.”

“Good day Doctor thank you for coming so quickly.” Lord Henry then turned to Lord Lucas. “I will give you some time alone with her. Her mother and I will be in the sitting room whenever you wish to discuss arrangements for the next few days.”

Lord Henry walked down the hallway and Lord Lucas turned to enter into Lady Addison’s room.

Love ya lots,
Tabitha

ok ok here is a little tidbit...

To appease the masses....or mainly A. A.


“Oh, my head is thumping.” she said trying to move her arm to touch her head, but it hurt too much. Then she heard a voice. It was so close but blurry. It was only just starting to become clearer.
“Hurry! Send for the doctor. She is coming to. Fetch her father and mother. Praise the lord she is awake.” After the voice, who she guessed was a woman, was finished speaking, Addison heard the sound of feet rushing over hardwood floors. She heard the woman speak again. “Addison, Addie, come on honey. You need to come back to us wake up sweetheart. You do not want to worry your mother and father. Do you?” Addison wanted to stay awake. This woman obviously knew her, but why was she talking about her mother and father. They had passed away in a car accident two years ago. “What…” she tried to ask but sleep overtook her once more.

lyl,
Tabitha

Apologize...

Hey I know I said i was going to post a few new paragraphs of my currently untitled romance in a few days...it may take a little longer...this is a big week for me at school...and i have a little writers block...as in like what the leading man's name is (suggestions are welcome...old english please!!)....It is ok i am reading historical romances for inspiration!!! It will be here before you know it...plus i am in a negative mood which is not the mood of my story right now...so...soon but not as soon as i thought...
Love you lots,
Tabitha

Oh we are so screwed!!!!

How the hell could this happen??????

Goodbye America it was nice knowing you.....

Possibly moving to another country and will miss you,
Tabitha

Africa...Yes....Africa...

Ha ha so I know it has been a while. School has just been a little hectic (I think that is spelled right lol). Remember how in like elementary school and junior high you colored maps of countries and then had to know their capitals?
Well, I have spent the last few days coloring maps of Afirca, and studying them....yes in college and no not for a geography class...i know weird lol.
I can now tell you every African country and its capital, and where it is in Africa. I know an impressive talent that i will most likely never use again after this test today...lol

Did you know that the capital of Djibouti is Djibouti? lol

Love ya lots,
Tabitha

P.S. I am happy to report that i have been working on my story.....the next part will be put up within the next week or so.....

P.P.S Twilight comes out this month!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahh the sweet smell of a tragic romance...lol

he he i totally am loving this story right now!!!

“Uh…where are we going?” Addison asked.
“Shh…this is a library.” He replied laughing.
“That’s not funny. Where are you taking me?” She pulled her wrist free from his grasp. Suddenly, she bumped into a stack of books knocking them tumbling to the floor.
“If you hadn’t let go of my hand that would have never happened. Come on.” He said grabbing her wrist again. “Be careful not to step on those books there’re priceless.”
Stumbling along behind him, Addison was a little dejected. She still had no idea where he was taking her, who he was, and she could feel the bruise forming on her knee where she bumped into the books.
Wondering how he could possible see in the darkness she asked him “It is so dark. How haven’t you run into anything?”
“I know this place like the back of my hand, and I have excellent vision.” Who is this man? He knows this section of the library so well. It has been closed off since the fire. Why is such a gorgeous man wandering around in a library after hours? Lost in her thoughts, she didn’t realize when he stopped and turned around in front of her. “Uh” he said as Addison ran into his chest, and what a nice chest it was she thought. Her face turned bright red. It was a good thing it is so dark in here she thought. “Ready to come back to the real world?” he asked.
“Oh, I am so sorry. I was lost in my thoughts. I tend to do that a lot.”
“I noticed” he joked.
“So, why did we stop?”
“We are here…err…I mean what I wanted to show you is here”
“Oh” she said suddenly excited “where is it? What is it?”
“Slow down” he laughed pulling her towards a large glass case. Wiping a layer of dust off the case, she peered through the glass. Inside was a very thick book. The cover appeared to be very old and tattered. Straining to see through the darkness, she could barely make out a few of the letters on the book. “A woman who enjoys Jane Austin’s Pride and Prejudice will certainly love this book.” He said opening the case and carefully placing it into Addison’s hands.
“What’s the name of the book? I can’t make out the title. It is too dark.”
He pulled a rope from the ceiling. The room was engulfed in light. Starring at him in awe, she was fully able to appreciate his beauty. Looking away, she finally noticed the room. Seeing the piles of books all over, she noticed that most of them were very old. She heard him snapping his fingers and turned towards him. “By the way” he said. “The title of the book is A Timeless Love.”
“Wow, that’s a pretty deep title” she joked. His eyes darkened and he sounded a little angry. “It’s a really good story. It’s about two people whose love has lasted for centuries. You know what. Why don’t you start reading it?” Grabbing the book, she started back towards the main library. “Wait” he said. “There is a reading room this way.” Leading her towards another door, he said “this room is very comfortable have a seat and get lost in the story.” Opening the door he shoved her through and shouted “Read the book it will help you to remember!” The moment she stepped through the door the floor fell out from beneath her. His voice faded as he as she fell farther into the darkness.
She has no idea what she has gotten herself into he thought. It hurt so much to be near her when she didn’t remember. Turning the light off and closing the door, he followed her into the darkness.

All My Love,
Tabitha

more more more!!!

Hey i wrote some more....and there is more than this i just haven't typed it up yet...

“Uh…where are we going?” Addison asked.
“Shh…this is a library.” He replied laughing.
“That’s not funny. Where are you taking me?” She pulled her wrist free from his grasp. Suddenly, she bumped into a stack of books knocking them tumbling to the floor.
“If you hadn’t let go of my hand that would have never happened. Come on.” He said grabbing her wrist again. “Be careful not to step on those books there’re priceless.”Stumbling along behind him, Addison was a little dejected. She still had no idea where he was taking her, who he was, and she could feel the bruise forming on her knee where she bumped into the stack of books.

he he more once i type it

All my love,
Tabitha

I just made this up...literally right now lol

Wandering aimlessly through the stacks at the library, Addison wonders why no one ever looks at the bookish girl with mousy brown hair, and glasses. Why do guys never ask me out?? She wondered or even talk to me. It is still the same as it was in high school. Except now she got paid to be in the library. Pulling her favorite book off the shelf, she flipped through the pages and thought if only I could find my own Mr. Darcy.

An eerie voice broke the silence causing Addison to jump out of her own world and back into the real one. "So you’re a fan of Pride and Prejudice huh?"

"Who's there?" she said nervously.

"Over here" the voice answered just as eerie as before. Looking through the stacks, she saw a pair of eyes on the other side. Starring into them, she realized how unnatural they seemed. The eyes were glowing a brilliant green. She could not look away. It was as if something inside her was pulling her towards the eyes. "Come here" it said. Walking around the stacks, she turned the corner not knowing what to expect. When she rounded the stack, there was no one there. I am imagining things she thought to herself. Then she heard the voice again. "Hurry up! you don't want to get lost do you." The voice was coming from farther back. She thought it was coming from the old section of the library, but no one goes there since the fire a few years ago. "Let’s go I cannot wait around all day" it said. Without even thinking, Addison ran through the door into the old section of the library. The door closed behind her and she was immediately engulfed in darkness. "Finally, what took you so long?" Directly in front of her were those brilliant green eyes. Only now they were connected to a man. He was the most handsome man Addison had ever seen. His hair was golden blond so much so that it was glittering in the darkness. He was so tall that he was at least a full foot taller than Addison, and she is 5 feet 9 inches. "Come" he said grabbing her hand. "There is something I want to show you." He led her off into the darkness.

All My Love,
Tabitha

Wow it has been a while!!

So i realize i have been neglecting my blog. However, there are reasonable excuses: I have Zeta stuff, i have class stuff, and i need to sleep...lol....But the best one yet is i have finally started reading Twilight!!! It is amazing! I carry it everywhere with me!! Currently, I should be working on my homework, but i decided that i needed to post something.

Hey fun tip! When going to college make sure you pick people you can live with...and make sure you are able to be respectiful of the people you live with...and always be honest it is the best way to enjoy it!

Oh and the above pic is of me and my college besties!

Love ya lots,

Tabitha

25th Post!!! and some "Dreams of Love"

To my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

So its the 25th post way awesome!!! I was thinking it deserves something special.

The first part of one of my stories should be good enough i say.

Note of Caution it is a tiny bit racey....

“Andy lets go to the beach” said Melinda. “Sure baby” replied Andrew. They set off to the beach in Andrew’s red Ferrari. When they got there no one else was there. “Why is the beach so empty?” asked Melinda. “Well sweetie pie, it is November and not everyone loves the beach as much as you do” replied Andrew. “I guess the less people here the more fun we can have” she answered as she ran towards the water while removing her clothes. She splashed around in the freezing water and asked “Are you coming in baby or are you going to stand there all day?” Before she was finished speaking, he had started running straight for her. The next thing she knew, he kicked off his shoes and jumped into the water fully clothed. “Catch me if you can” she yelled and started swimming away. She knew she never stood a chance. Andrew had been on the swim team in high school and college and had won many medals. He caught her in a matter of seconds. “I am claiming my prize” he said right before he kissed her. Melinda broke off the kiss and dunked him under the water. Sputtering for breath, he asked “What was that for?” “We never agreed to terms” she replied sweetly. He kissed her again. “I love you” she said. “I love you, more” he replied before kissing her again. “I want you naked” she said. “I want to be naked” he replied as he pulled his shirt over his head. She undid his belt and pulled his pants and boxers off in one swift motion. She reached down to touch him. “Beep, Beep, Beep.”

Andrew jumped awake and smacked his alarm to turn it off.

All My Love,
Tabitha

P.S. If you want more comment!!!! I check all the time and never have comments, so the more comments the more I will write. ;)

Monday...ohhh

So I totally have been way to tired to write anything in a while and really don't have anything to say. I hate when that happens.

Well I am watching Regis and Kelly which is pretty cool I guess. Hum, Chace Crawford the guy who plays Nate on Gossip Girl is on there and he is pretty hot:

Anywho i totally felt the need to post something so this is what you get.

Peace and Love,

Tabitha

Hard Cold Stones

To all my friends who love me:

Here is the poem:

Hard Cold Stones
They say that to be yourself
Is the greatest gem.
They say so many things
That it's hard to keep up.
They say that to trust those you love the most
Is to be a fool.
They say that to trust yourself
Is damnation.
They say so many things
It's hard to believe the truth.
They say that it's hard to be something you're not
But it isn't
It's so easy to be the one thing you're not
Because nobody wants to be a gem.
Not anymore... Everyone wants to be a hard cold stone.
There are few who like to be gems.
Who like to be different.
Who like to be themselves.

All My Love,

Tabitha

P.S. She totally dedicated it to me!!

Happy Asiat????

Wahoo!!

So my friend got a poem published!!! I am so proud of her!!!!

All My Love,
Tabitha

Wait is it Tuesday??

To my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

So labor day weekend was totally fun...except for the whole being eaten alive by bugs. Pilgrimage was amazing as usual. My only regret is that i forgot my camera so i could capture the wonderful moments.

So now that i am back at school i am not really likeing the whole waking up at 7am. Especially, since i didn't get up until like 10 all weekend.

What is totally awesome is that i don't have all that much work since i totally did it this weekend. Maybe i will have the chance to relax! I am so excited.

All my Love,
Tabitha

Wow!!

To my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

So i totally have been getting so much homework. I spent the last three days reading so many boring college books it is ridiculus. I have finished for the night so I figured that I might share my fun with you lol. Actually, I am going to read a book for fun!! It is like the first chance all day!! I was going to get a job but if my teachers are going to be killing me with all this reading i am not going to have time. GRRRRR!

Well, I am looking forward to this weekend because it is pilgrimage!! But people are not coming!! It just won't be the same without Martha or Deanna!!! Oh well i plan on relaxing and not thinking about homework or school!!

All My Love,
Tabitha

Sadness!!!

Yeah so i am way to busy to be posting anything booo!!!

All my love,
Tabitha

College!!

To my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

Hey so i have been at college for three days now and am loving it!!!! I moved in on thursday and got my keys friday...any who I am already rebelling from my parents lol. Thursday night I got my upper ear pierced. It hurts a lot but looks totally awesome. P.S. Don't tell my mom she'll freak!

So i am loving living in the Zeta suite!! We are so much fun. Thursday night we all watched Rent and yesterday we went to see The House Bunny and then made cute door decorators.

Today was the Greek picnic, so that all the students could come and see what we are about. It was so much fun because we met so many nice girls, who we would love to have join Zeta! It has gotten me so excited for Rush!! I want to get a little sis so bad!!

As much as I love campus I miss my house a little. I miss my cat and my family. I am going home because I forgot my check book and need to pay my Zeta dues lol.

Can't wait to see my pilgrimage friends next weekend...and all the nuns!!

All My Love,
Tabitha

Are You Afraid of the Dark?

To my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

So i have totally become obssessed with the tv show Are You Afraid of the Dark? does anyone remember it?? it was on tv a long time ago when i was little like 10 years ago or so. Every episode is a different scary story. Although they are not really scary, they were the first time i saw them. Some of the stories are really good though. Anywho...I am watching one now which is really interesting.

In other news, I got my new phone in the mail! Wahoo!!!!! Its a LG Voyager! I love it!! I am so obssessed with it too. I want people to call me or text me so i can use it lol!!

way weird when i wrote that i got a text freaky!

All My Love,
Tabitha

Horiscopes????

To my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

OMG!!! So i totally don't believe in horiscopes, but they are fun to read so i like them. However, I might just start being a believer. If you read my previous post it talks of Kaylee's party and how i met this guy and was flirting with him. Well this all took place last Saturday the 16th. Ok so i was totally freaked out when reading a magizine horiscope. It reads as follows:

Leo (July 23-August 22)
A solar eclipse on August 1 will pack you schedule with fun things to do. Between shopping trips and weekend getaways, its hard to squeeze in time for guys. But on August 16, a last-minute change of plans will cause you to meet a cute guy--and you'll really hit it off!

Way to much of a coincidence for me...now that i think of it me going to her party was last minute too, and i was pretty busy around the 1st humm...i may be slowly becoming a believer.

So my question for today is:

Do you think that horiscopes are real or just random fake stuff that someone makes up??

All my love,
Tabitha

Kaylee's Birthday Party!

To my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

Hey hey so i just got back from a totally awesome weekend at Kaylee's house!! Me, Martha, and Kaylee had so much fun!! I love MOM aka Mary-Margret!!!

So want to hear a funny story? Ok well I was playing spoons with Kaylee and some of her family and was totally flirting with this guy. It was so much fun i wish i got his number...anywho...we were totally in between a game and Kaylee's 12 year old (i think) cousin wispers in my ear: He is totally flirting with you. My response: Smiling: I Know! ( ;

I already miss Kaylee, Martha, Sam, Veronica, Mark, Mom, and ... i guess Zack lol just kidding miss you buddy! See you all at Pilgrimage!!!

All My Love,
Tabitha

One Time..

To all my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

this just came to me idk is it good let me know cause i normally don't write poetry??

One time...

One time...
I saw you standing there.
The way you looked at me
I almost couldn't bare.

I walked over to say hi
but you could not care.
You saw her skimpy dress
it just isn't fair.

i thought you were different
a man who is rare
and that i was enough
no matter what i wear.

All my love,
Tabitha

New Developments!

To my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

So you know how people always have those today is the first day of the rest of my life days. Well yesterday was nothing like that for me i just made a few changes lol!

Ok now that i think about it one change and it is not really that crazy, but as my post entitled "Happy Happy Birthday to me to me" said I had a hair appointment yesterday. I asked a lot of people what to do with my hair and no one answered me, so the decision was entirely my own...with a little help from the hair dresser.

What did Tabitha do to her hair you wonder?? Well, I wanted to make it darker and add some fun color, but my mother wasn't going to pay for that, so i settled for something different.

Ok so i know some of you are dying to know what i look like or are really just annoyed that i haven't posted a picture lol, but i have decided that i want to show a few people in person first. Which means the rest of you have to wait a few weeks to see it. Hey you know you love me so you'll wait, plus you could be one of the people i want to see it in person.

Ok random question:

Is it really your birthday party if your little sister has more friends there than you do? And no they didn't bring you presents.

All My Love,
Tabitha

Happy Birthday to Me!

To my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

Its my birthday!!!!!! Wahoo!!!

All my love,
Tabitha

Happy Happy Birthday to me to me!!!

To all my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

Hey hey! Just in case any of you forgot, tomorrow is my birthday! I will offically be 19 wahoo! I would have posted this tomorrow but i will probably be to busy to do so.

Turning 19 means i will start my 19th year of having amazing friends and family, whether i have known you since i was born or just met you yesterday you are all important to me! Thanks for sticking with me all this time!

So one thing i am totally happy about is i am getting my hair done tomorrow. I want to do something different with it but don't know what anyone have any ideas??

Also i am really excited about getting a new cell phone on friday! I cannot wait to get my new phone and then go hang out with Kaylee!! See you all soon maybe even tomorrow!

All my love,
Tabitha

Time??

To my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

So i don't know why the time on my posts is wrong but it is really 11:21am right now lol

All My Love,
Tabitha

Much Better!!

To my friends whom love me and the ones who don't:

After a full nights rest in my own bed, I am way excited to be able to sleep in and be lazy for once lol. The last few weeks seem to have been moving so fast and i know that the two weeks before i move into college will be even faster. Anywho back to now....Well i totally started to do someting else ha ha so i lost my train of thought on this...what i was doing was looking up Camp Nazareth on the internet. I want to see if i can work there next summer... It would be awesome! so um what else is new?? Well Rachel is coming over for a movie night tonight!! My brother just built a new fire pit yesterday (those bricks are heavy) and is having a fire for his friend tonight so we are gonna crash it and make smores!!

Randomness:

I totally broke my flipflop on the first day in Chicago and tried to fix it with a safety pin it didn't work out lol, but i borrowed Lexi's flipflops which were two sizes to small...then traded with Alaina because hers were only one and a half sizes to small...gotta love my friends and my big feet lol!

Well i should probably get dressed and shower, and do the laundry so i am gonna go...

All My Love,
Tabitha

The Return of Tabitha

To my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

I have finally returned home to stay...until i leave for college in a few weeks lol. Anywho the point is i now have a computer and can post again!! Praise the lord (and i have)!

So i totally had an awesome time on all of my adventures I don't know where to start. Chicago was amazing. I wish i could go back already. I have met so many amazing people i cannot believe it. Me and a few friends made a group called Virgin Power. Its on facebook check it out! I am so excited to see everyone again at pi;grimage on laborday weekend!!

After returning from chicago I was home for about 8 hours then i left for Camp Nazareth in Mercer, Pa. On Monday and Tuesday it was the Byzanine Pre-teen rally. Kids are really awesome and always open my eyes to the lord even more. Me and Martha another totally awesome staff person had a fun time tyedying t-shirts and writing a funny song about everybody's favorite "Byzanteen" TJ lol. Sadly that ended on tuesday night with a suprise visit from Angela!

However, I was still able to remain at Camp Nazareth until today!! I love it there it is always so peaceful and filled with the lord's presence...and Father Michael is so funny! From Wed. until Friday(today) i was a chaperone for Slavjane dance camp. It was fun because i got to hangout with all my friends while returning to one of my favorite activities: dance. My legs are killing me which means i need to work out more often lol.

This is the abridge version of my travels because i am basically way to tired to completely tell everything fun that happened. I have probably also forgotten to mention a few things that i wanted to but that happens when you have been away so long without your notebook...

Things i have discovered/rediscoverd on my travels:

New strength in my commitment to being a virgin until i get married

A new love for christian rock music!! <3 Last Day

New interest in Jason Evert's books

remembered my love for Camp Nazareth

boys cause problems :)

love for ethnic dancing

love for Sweet Tea from the juice machine lol

love the Baby Shark song

love the With Jesus as my vessel song

Cabin Clean-up :)

Martha's crazyness!

Late night chat-athons

responsibility

Chicago

hugs from my famliy(byzanteens) I love you all!

The randomness of this post (not that the above isn't random):

A place can make you feel better and when you leave it you want to go back as soon as possible...is it the place or the people you meet there?? I believe it can be both i miss my friends, but i would love to be back on that beach in chicago or in the church at Camp Nazareth even if i knew my friends weren't going to be there...is that the place or the memories i have there?

Also... Why must songs be filled with crude language is there no other way for artists to express their feelings??

All my love,
Tabitha

Warped Tour/leaving

To my friends who love me and the one's who don't:

Hey! Yesterday went to Warped Tour!! It was freaking awesome!! I can't wait till it comes back next summer!!!

Also I am leaving early tomorrow morning for Chicago Wahoo!! and will be unable to randomly post stuff lol.

So the last randomness for a little while:

Crowd Surfing totally awesome or totally annoying to the rest of the crowd?

All My Love,
Tabitha

A dedication....

To Asiat Averas:

In my previous post i said that I cry: when someone hurts me...well I can say that it is not completely truthful. I also cry when I am happy, knowing I have amazing friends such as yourself. I miss you lots and really just want to give you a big hug. So the next time i see you, be ready :) ... also, I have to say that I would not be the same person without you and am so happy to have met you.

All My Love Forever,
Tabitha

Survey!

To my friends who love my and the ones who don't:

Hey so the randomness of this post is the random survey:

I am: me and no one else will ever be me
I think: that I still haven't found myself
I know: how to listen
I have: an amazing support group of freinds, family, and sisters.
I wish: I had a guy who loved me.
I hate: fake people
I miss: my friends, family, sisters
I fear: death, lonelyness
I feel: excited for what is going to happen soon
I hear: music it calms me
I smell: rootbeer just drank it
I crave: life
I search: for Happily Ever After
I wonder: what people really think of me
I regret: not asking that guy out when i had the chance
I love: god, family, friends, sisters
I ache: to be told i'm beautiful
I am not: a liar, a theif, a cheater, alone
I believe: that my friends will always be there for me
I dance: because it makes me feel free, in the rain
I sing: along to music and listen to other cringe
I cry: when someone hurts me
I don't always: listen when my parents talk
I fight: myself, the devil, my family
I write: emails, blog posts, comments, stories, journals
I win: in the game of friends
I lose: video games i play with my brother
I never: walk alone at night
I always: have a book
I confuse: myself
I listen: to my family, friends, heart
I can usually be found: in my bedroom, or the living room
I am scared: of dying alone
I need: Somebody to love me
I am happy about: the life i have lived so far
I imagine: what it would be like to be born as someone else, or during a different time
I am wearing: purple skirt (feeling girly) and a yellow shirt, and my prayer bracelet.
I look forward to: the future
i tag whoever reads this

All My Love,
Tabitha

Hey...

To my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

Hey so I totally was talking to my cat (i do it a lot...lol) and had a random thought:

Do animals wonder what humans would say if they could "talk?"

All My Love,
Tabitha

I Still believe...

To my friends who love me and the ones who don't (Especially A.A.):

True Love?? Yes there are more divorces than marriages, but I still believe that there is true love in the world. Why you ask? Because true love is when all you want to do is make the other person happy and do your best to try, and when you feel you would rather die than live without that other person.

Random though about it:

Can true love exist between friends??? I think so how about you?

All My Love,
Tabitha

More Randomness...

To all my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

Totally had another random thought and felt a need to share:

If you choke a smurf what color does it turn?

All My Love,
Tabitha

The First Ever...

To my friends who love me and the ones who don't:

Hey everyone!! I decided to create a blog to post my "Totally Random thoughts," and some of the stories I have been writing.

Since this is my first ever post to make it complete i will post a completly random thought i had yesterday afternoon in the shower (i do a lot of thinking there lol). Well here it is in all its totally randomness:

Dating your bestfriend's brother means you never have to worry about your boyfriend cheating on you with your bestfriend, and if he does that's their problem...

All My Love,
Tabitha