It seems that a lot of things have grown cold in my life over the past week. Waking up to an ice covered car this morning seemed to be the culmination of the cold. Now I know this sounds like I am being severely depressing but its really just the facts. Over the past week, I have become bored with almost everything: school, research, snow, clothes, people, tv, music, movies...and to top it off the guy I was talking to just stopped talking to me.
WARNING: Rant to follow...
...Who does that? I mean I could talk to him first but I have been doing that all along...he could show some effort...I tell you I like you, you tell me you like me and then...nothing? I mean I can totally get it if you don't want to talk to me or you changed your mind, but seriously grow some balls and tell me that! I am not some porcelain doll that will break if you don't like me...And men say women are complicated. Whatever...I'm digressing...
I think the boredom with everything stems from the fact that I am worried about my future. I am stressing over it as if not having a good job as soon as I graduate college is end of the world. I don't remember when I began to feel like having a good job was the most important thing in the world. I forgot that the only thing I really need to be happy is to be surrounded by people I love. (Perhaps it is the $46,000 in debt I have) Oh well I guess it is great to know that no matter how far I would ever fall there are people that will be there to pick me up.
Cheers,
Tabitha
3 comments:
PFFTT I wish I only had $46,000 in debt :P
Yeah well you are going to be making about 6x as much as me so...you can pay it off faster lol
You both will be making probably 10X as much as I will and that's after I have my PhD
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